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As an aside

Posted by ty97 May 13 '11, 00:12

Part of what I hate about myself is that I burden ST with my pathetic problem. There are others STers (Dawson, MDH, etc)stronger than me that don't burden you all with this bs. In fact, I envision Dawson mocking tis post within hours. Let's be fair, *I* would probably mock this post.

So, as pathetic as it may me to may, I still hate who I am after all these years. I still fear what I may consider being. Despite every support I have gotten from friends (including ST) I am terrified.

So there I am, already knowing I will regret this post in a couple of hours (I will feel pathetic and small and consider never posting agin) and yet knowing I need this at some level. Because at some level, when the option is death or live, you have to choose live.

So judge me, think me weak pathetic, but frankly ST I need you to keep on going.

Responses:

Dude, it is just sexual attraction. Don't turn it into something overwhelming. -- nm - David May 13, 00:16 1
- I am passing out but we will talk later. - David May 13, 00:19
have you thought about seeing a therapist about it? -- nm - lord tubbington May 13, 00:13 2
- (multiple, but specifically one) therapist are the reason I am who I am - ty97 May 13, 00:39
- that's what self medicating with alcohol is for -- nm - zeitgeist May 13, 00:37

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