Ok I have been Cappy a long time and tired of Pip giving me crap on the phone - time to come clean....
I wil admit that the person I am when I interact with you all isnt the REAL me. Somewhere about 8 years ago I started to find all teh crap and ire and laughinf and jokes just funny. It was fun to be CAPPY and not Dave.
I will admit that pretty much all the stories are totally true, if anything I hold back some stuff (Pip can attest to that) but since you dont KNOW me its funny to just see my life in as seen through eyes of people I know but dont.
Its an interesting prism and process to just watch what people think, say and feel based on my real crap. I am NOT as damaged as I portray. I am actually very smart (so much so that is one of my problems as my OCD does not play well with my IQ), I can obsessively think about 2-3 things at once and can make me a little paranoid in real life from time to time.
I dont really take things like Amanda and Spawns dislike of me personally they really dont know me they dislike Cappy that shade version of Dave. Crank Yanker, Pip and Amoxy really have more of an idea of who I am as a person outside this board.
I am a guy who loves life, loves people and loves to see people happy. I love to care for others and I love what I do. I make good money and take care of my bills and have been being smart for about 3 years with the lessons I learned. I am a great dad an just a funny guy with a sense of humor.
I truly believe being a target for many of you here is just fun. Some of you are so serious that its so much fun to inject idiotic chaos into the mix and watch it evolve. Watch amanda tear her weaves out and watch spawn sring to her defense. Watch groiny ride the fence and come down on both sides as a good guyhe really is. Andie with her caring and then fierce face slap now and then of you are a total tool Cap and other times of like dude I worry about you.
I do like all of you for one reason or another and I guess after all theseyears it is very hard to take off the cappy suit (made out of loose skin) and retire him. I will try, but I am not sure this will be any where near as fun for everyone if I do retire him.
In the end actually I am a kind and generous person and I guess giving you an easy target to shoot at was one way of giving back to the community. I do love ya all..some more than others.
