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In response to "I don't think everyone decided you were stupid. Andie was concerned, I was trying to figure out her line of reasoning. -- nm" by mara

it just doesnt seem like i am allowed to just be whimsical.

no matter what i do, it feels like i am being treated differently over the last 6 months.

yeah, i have become more "grown up" than the tru of 16 years ago, but then again who wouldnt?

it just feels like i am just not allowed to be me anymore, and its depressing, there is no where else for that part of me to be me if i cant be me on st.

and yet i dont want to bring up my real life (non work) personal stuff on st anymore, once biten (or a hundred times bitten) has finally made me twice shy.


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