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In response to
"you've kept me fat and sassy long enough"
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barnaby bear
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my sister suggested I get a second safeway account - first she said a kitty I had and whose name I used for something else, then she said barnaby.
Posted by
b. (aka starrynit)
Feb 13 '13, 19:20
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he'd better get offers for honey? ;) -
no one has to read this share; but I typed it so:
share:
after what seems to be some sort of mental break in the past week or so that had him texting and e-mailing every kind of criticism of me imaginable, I have no intention of ever talking to one of my brothers again. he was the one of the three who actually made an effort to check-in every so often, aside from holidays/bday; so it's extra sucky.
I know 9x% of it isn't true, that it's based in crazy, that I never went much deeper than superficial with him so most of what he knows about me otherwise is from gossip or fiction...but it still made me shake to read even some of it, and I keep having parts of it go through my head.
I *know* it's crazy-making to try and make sense of irrational; but it's hard to stop, even if it's letting him "win."
there's other awesome family stuff in the mix that hasn't helped. death has brought out the worst in some people, even though they weren't close to my stepfather.
and my s*&t includes other people's, so there's no good way to come to a realistic percentage.
(again: I have perspective, I know I'm blessed in so many ways, etc.)
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