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I'm sorry to have to say that Baxter started to really deteriorate yesterday and last night and we had to say goodbye to him this morning.

I think we got spoiled by his ability to constantly beat the odds, so we're somehow still shocked even though we knew this was where we were likely headed. He was the smartest dog I've ever seen with an amazing ability to communicate with us (my daughter and I used to joke that he understood every word we said and when he wanted something he would look at us like he was trying to jedi mind trick us to let us know what he wanted, and it actually worked. Just as they were about to give him the anesthesia he looked up at me, put his nose right against my nose and stared into my eyes and I knew that he was telling me that he loved us too and it was ok and it was both the sweetest and most heartbreaking thing I've ever seen. I know that I'll always treasure that moment, but right now it just makes me cry every time I think of it. Thank you for all the good thoughts. Here's a recent picture of Baxter laying on top of the couch cushions in his favorite sleeping position on his back.

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