The ex and I spoke on the phone for 2 hours last night, the first contact in a long while.
Posted by
Hotkiss (aka hotkiss7348)
Oct 20 '09, 06:33
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He wants to be friends but I told him I can't because I still care about him much more than I know I should. He said he just doesn't care anymore, to him I'm just another person, he's moved on.
I'm so fucking stupid, I don't know what I was expecting. All I know is I miss my best friend in him and that life is horribly lonely these days. I still can't imagine meeting someone equal or better; it seems like it would be a freak accident if someone indeed came along with some of the weird mixes of characteristics.
On top of that, I see a new engagement on Facebook every other day which is a depressing reminder of how I fucked up my own happiness.
thanks for listening.
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if breakups were easy, there would be no sad songs, a lot less literature, and far fewer drastic haircuts.
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Andie
Oct 20, 07:17
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I know I've given my opinion before since I've been in a similar situation
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MDH
Oct 20, 07:11
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It sucks but it will get better and you will find someone just as good or better. Hold on, it will be okay. -- nm
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lileve
Oct 20, 07:09
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what Kelly said. There is always someone else. -- nm
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loosilu
Oct 20, 07:05
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Eh, we've all been there. After my last breakup, I never imagined I'd find someone else - I didn't want someone else.
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kelly
Oct 20, 06:44
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"He said he just doesn't care anymore, to him I'm just another person, he's moved on." You really need to use his words to extricate yourself
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HdnAgnda
Oct 20, 06:38
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These things do not happen overnight. nm -- nm
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groiny
Oct 20, 06:35
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