NaNoWriMo Day26. Total words now: 50,143 (Thanksgiving Winners Edition)
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Qale (aka Qale)
Nov 26 '09, 15:48
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Monday, June 8, 2009
9:00PM
Kitty,
I am so happy, I think this is what people call 'bliss.'
Yesterday I visit Trix after seeing if the factories really are abandond -- they are -- it was middle of the afternoon and thunderstorm was coming. His mom smiled at me and invited me in. I was suspicious. They were so mad at him just for getting hurt skateboarding without pads and put him on restriction. Why would they be happy now?
Well, before she let me go tell Trix I was there, she said that he told them that he was gay and that I was his boyfriend. I was so shock, Kitty. I know my eyes probably got so big and my mouth drop wide open. Trix came out to his parents?!
"He told us that your mother, Lynne, was very supportive. He also told us a little about what you said involving this religious center? I didn't want to press for details because it seemed to be very upsetting, but I want you to know that I'm certainly not going to try and change his mind." Mrs Ambrose even put a hand on my shoulder comfortingly.
"Is Trix, er, Adam's dad okay too?"
"Yes. He just wants him to be safe and I want you to be safe too. If you ever need anything just ask us." She smiled then went to go knock on Trix's bedroom door.
I just stood there. I mean, this was crazy. My real parents were too accepting to it so much they did crimes about it which was bad. My foster parents were not accepting to it so much they sent me to shit place to try and change me. My new mom is accepting to it but I think she wishes I was still with her son and not with Trix. And Trix's parents are so accepting they seem just normal. I think it's weird but amazing and very good.
Trix came out and it look like his mom nodded yes to something I didn't hear him ask. Then he came running at me and gave me a big huge hug. That was very impressive for someone who was sick and weak like he said he had been.
"I can't believe you told her." I was STILL so shocked, Kitty!
"You mad?" He looked at my face, but he was smiling so bright. Trix looked so happy and cute.
"No way! I'm glad they accept you!"
"They accept you too, Skittles!" Trix laughed, then looked to his mom who was going to the stairs. "Don'tcha mom?"
She nodded, "Yes, but that means we're also holding you responsible just like if you were our own. So keep him out of trouble, okay Mishka?"
I think she was talking about skating without pads again. But she may have been talking about sex too. So my face got hot and I blushed.
"I'm still on restriction though for another week." Trix sounded disappointed. "So I guess I can't go with you to that meeting."
"It's okay. It is about to storm so we can't go to skatepark either."
Trix took my hand and led me to the couch. We sat down, but he still held my hand. It was chilly so I put my other hand on top of it. I felt so happy that I didn't have to make sure no one saw. It was just perfect.
We looked on the television for a movie. We didn't find anything for a long time, but way up in high numbers he found this channel that had a gay movie on it! It was called Milk. It's about a politician who is gay in California in the 70s. There were some cute boys and it was very powerful and drama.
I liked it, but I liked even more being able to be comfortable close to Trix. Halfway through the movie I moved to mostly lay on the couch corner, and he looked at me every few minutes. I didn't ask him if he wanted to lay on me. I wanted him to decide if he wanted to. He finally did. I rubbed his back slowly and he fell asleep!
When the movie was over, I turned off the TV without moving too much. I started to wonder if I would be too late and miss the meeting. But I also wanted to not move! I carefully reached into my pocket and typed to mom on the cell phone Trix couldn't come, so I was staying here for longer. Then I put my arms around Trix and went to sleep too.
His dad came home from work and he said, "Nap time is over!" But he wasn't yelling at us in a bad way. I think it was just he wanted to be funny. Trix sat up, stretched and made a face at his dad. I just watched Trix stretch wanting very much for that shirt to go up more so I could see more of him.
I will have to wait for that until he gets off restriction. I wished I didn't have to wait until Sunday. It's so far away!! I did get a kiss at the door when I left his house. I know we probably could do more if I visit during the week, but his parents were so understanding when he came out to them, I don't want to push our luck.
I have to say I am very happy. It feels good to have a great boyfriend.
SKITTLES
PS: Mom told me that Kalki called. He says he won first place in one of the tour competitions. I think she said he was in Tokyo when he got it. I asked her how much money he won, she said she didn't remember. I asked if he was having fun and she said that he sounded kind of sad.
That didn't make sense to me. If he just won first place, he probably won a lot of money which would be really really good. How come she doesn't remember.
More important: Why does she say Kalki sounded sad.
I bet I can't call him on my phone if he is in Tokyo. Maybe I should see if he is talking to Eddie at the skateshop. They are best best best friends. More than Kalki is with Jeremy. Maybe he will know more. I hate to think he is sad about me still.
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