I'm really feeling like such a loser tonight... (rant and self pitying inside)
Posted by
Guigue (aka Guigue)
Nov 14 '08, 18:38
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My roommates and I are throwing a party tomorrow, and I invited like 30 people. Some of them were invited out of politeness and I never thought they'd come, sure, but most people I genuinely wanted to be there.
Now I'm kinda afraid there won't be a whole lot of people. None of my colleagues will be there, and none of my good friends from my hometown should come. The coworkers I can understand. We're not that close outside of work and most of them seem to already have plans. My old friends, it hurts. I know it's 2 hours away, but I really often go there when there's something organized for someone. Last time, I even went for a party right after work and I came back the next morning (the host asked me many time if I would come, so I felt it was a nice thing to do).
I knew not a lot of them would come, but none? I haven't heard one good excuse, mostly laziness or just complete silence even though I invited them all saying I would *really* appreciate their presence.
I hate that I'm in a bad mood right now, and I hope I can be fun tomorrow with our few guests.
Fuck, I'm never throwing a party again, too much pressure
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