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LYC/overshare/ST Therapy Corner: Things with WoW-guildie have been going as well as they possibly can considering the circumstances.

Posted by Tim (aka othertim) Jan 4 '10, 15:00

And then I read this message via Facebook this morning...this was a reply to something I sent her saying that i'm absolutely crazy about her and scared that i'm falling too hard and fast and that one day i'll wake up and she'll hate me and blah blah blah.
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I've been meaning to reply to this since you wrote to me but with (the boyfriend) being home all last week, I barely got 5 minutes to myself to read it, let alone respond.

Like I've said before, I really wish things were different. I wish we weren't literally a thousand miles apart, I wish you weren't established with your place/job, and I wish I weren't attached to someone else. It'd make everything tons easier.

I was being totally honest when I have a crush on you. I had for awhile, probably longer than I'd like to admit. I find it both very odd, and endearing, how much we think alike. There's also several things that I think would be very awesome if we did work out (such as running the guild together, etc).

(the boyfriend) and I have been talking, and I mean really talking to each other for the first time in the whole four years we've been dating. And I think he's being very serious and honest when he says he wants to be with me, even though it took him so long to figure that out. I'd like to see if he and I can make things work between us. I don't know that they will, but I'd like to try so I don't have to ever wonder "what if?". We are looking for a house, although it's something I'm not sure if I'm ready for seeing how rocky we've been lately. I just want to give it a chance at least because I'm not a quitter, at least not easily. You should know that better than anyone :).

This isn't an easy decision for me because I could definitely see myself falling for you (and I partially already have), but I have to be practical and logical. Part of me maybe feels like I owe it to him, and to myself, to see if things would work. But I also feel like I at least owe it to you to let you know how I feel since you've let me know how you feel.

I do honestly care about you and I'd love to keep chatting and getting to know each other in the game in officer chat (or whispers when we have interlopers hehe). I want things to not be awkward as much as you and I just don't want to hurt you.

I hope all that made sense, but I know it probably didn't (that's what I get for writing this at 2 in the morning lol). I just wanted to (finally) respond that yes, we are thinking the same things, but I just need to figure some things out. I hope you understand and most importantly, I hope you'll keep talking to me.
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I should have seen this coming but I can't help but be crushed right now and it's entirely my fault for putting too many feelings on the table. I'm a terrible person for wanting their relationship to fail so we can see if we really have something.

Responses:

I have a troubleshooting reply about what's happened here, but I'm going to bite my tongue on it and just say sorry. -- nm - David Jan 4, 15:49 1
- (You were in better shape to sign her in free agency if it hadn't been the holidays.) -- nm - David Jan 4, 15:50
Yow. Please don't let her jerk you around any more. -- nm - loosilu Jan 4, 15:37
Sorry, man. At least you know definitively now. -- nm - Inigo Jan 4, 15:16
!. That sucks. 2. She has a thing for you, isn't sure how things are with her BF AND they're looking at getting a house? - TWuG Jan 4, 15:15 5
- Well. - Tim Jan 4, 15:52 1
  - It does seem like he might have been getting suspicious. - Inigo Jan 4, 16:05
- she's a mess. She's trying to string him along as a backup. -- nm - loosilu Jan 4, 15:38 2
  - I don't get this vibe at all. nm - Dignan Jan 4, 15:42 1
    - Nor I. -- nm - David Jan 4, 15:48
I'm sorry. - b. Jan 4, 15:12
bummer... I guess WoW isn't quite up to ST standards in the matchmaking -- nm - Dano Jan 4, 15:11 11
- unless we get some new blood in here, it's going to be like musical matchmaking chairs -- nm - fatsquatch Jan 4, 15:16 10
  - pixie and dano, sitting in a tree ... - Beryllium Jan 4, 15:18
  - do we know who sterlingk is? -- nm - b. Jan 4, 15:17 8
    - Remember when Michael dates Pam's mom, and Pam gets angry? - Beryllium Jan 4, 15:19 4
      - eek. -- nm - b. Jan 4, 15:24 2
        
        heheh :) (Sterling K was the best man at my wedding, and he's my wife's stepdad) -- nm - Beryllium Jan 4, 15:35 1
        
        a-ha! -- nm - b. Jan 4, 16:04
      - Take a different way home, man! -- nm - Jim.Vermin Jan 4, 15:23
    - Well, the name has some familiarity to it. -- nm - Dano Jan 4, 15:18 2
      - He's played XBox Live with a few STers -- nm - Beryllium Jan 4, 15:19 1
        
        I meant some real old time familiarity. -- nm - Dano Jan 4, 15:24
ask yourself what Vortigan the Destroyer would do in this situation -- nm - fatsquatch Jan 4, 15:05
That sucks. - Dr.Vermin Jan 4, 15:03
Dear Hax Chat... -- nm - Reagen Jan 4, 15:01
Everyone here knows that internet relationships never work out. -- nm - nubby Jan 4, 15:01

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