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ok, so hopefully (i said hopefully, from my point of view) this will be the last crazy chick email.

but I somehow doubt that.

Dear tru {suckers I edited this}

I need to apologize for my behavior last week. I didn't mean to be that sort of crazy girl that you hear about on the radio/internet. The kind that after one meeting express love, then hatred, then love, then disgust, I'm sure you know what I am referring to. I understand now after going back and seeing what I wrote to you why you have not responded to me. I think if our roles were reversed, I too would not want to respond.

As I said in my lengthy email last week, I have had a rough couple of years with my relationships. Between my on-again off-again romance with my high school sweetheart, to my relationship with my father, to my relationship with my ex-fiance. After my fiance walked out of our relationship because he feared I would never be able to stop caring for my Bob {edited to refer to high-school sweetheart} I got really down and depressed. I had a lot of one night stands, which lead to a drinking problem. It took two very good friends of mine to confront me on this and help me get better. But in the last month I have found myself drinking again.

This really wasn't about you and I am sorry to say that. I am afraid it might seem harsh or hurtful, but all this was a result of work and Bob. Bob tried to get back into my life again, and things just sort of spiraled out of control. I guess after seeing you last week, I just lost it. The emails you got were a product of me losing control and falling back into habits I wanted to lose.

If you had contacted me, we would have had a great one night stand, then I would be ashamed that I could/would have ruined another relationship.

I don't know if you can ever forgive me for my actions, but I do want you to know that I am very sorry for acting this way, and that I would like to go on a date with you sometime, if you are willing.

Sincerely,
CrazyChick



tru says - I was hoping for more crazy, less normal. oh, and a note, I took off the auto-responder gimmick Monday, I was afraid it might catch work related emails.

tru says - darnit, I missed crazy sex. I guess I should have followed the advice of some sters.


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