In response to
"don't answer this if it's too personal: Can you say what it is you're not comfortable with about it? -- nm"
by
ty97
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I am not sure exactly.
Posted by
Dano (aka dano)
Apr 26 '10, 13:11
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It is not based on religious or moral grounds. Maybe it's ingrained societal reasons. The idea of actually acting on my attractions pretty much grosses me out so I have this simultaneous attraction/repulsion thing going on. If I could take a pill and not be gay I would, though I don't know if my sexual hangups would be the same if I wasn't gay. I've thought that maybe I should just force myself to have sex (even if I have to pay for it though the illegality of that bothers me) just to get it over with. I can't imagine that someone I would be attracted to would be attracted to me anyway because I think my standards are way out of my league.
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