This is probably silly, but
it could seem there may be something unresolved between you, still?
Could it all be resolved by sitting down one day and talk it out, all of it, with some counsellor or other very wise or professional person present?
That is if you even care remotely about her, or how this affects you - and if you hand on heart don't know 100% for sure that she is irreparable
In response to
Truman: "
no."